This week I finally got it. A message God has been trying to teach me for a long time. Not just to slow down, but to cut out. Like most American women, I have tried to have it ALL and MORE. Now I need to re-acess what is important, necessary, and what I love to do and get rid of the rest. Can I do this? I have to. I can no longer let my emotions, fears, be in control. Think First! Write Second. Do Third. This is a more realistic effort than I have ever undertaken. For years I have been struggling, like Jacob with the Angel. Now, I will Surrender, but in triumph not defeat.